tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7862099829579978435.post5616765825359960310..comments2023-05-29T06:26:18.627-05:00Comments on From Mrs to Ms: Crystalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02801914330658418660noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7862099829579978435.post-29396459470598136372011-02-13T14:39:22.600-06:002011-02-13T14:39:22.600-06:00Thanks. Im not in counseling because its too hard ...Thanks. Im not in counseling because its too hard to try and get a sitter and transportation. I feel guilty for asking because people have better things to do than drive me around. <br /><br />Things have been getting better, especially since I have been doing alot of talking with him. He is actually listening to what I have to say now and not going off on me. I am mot getting blamed for everything anymore. <br /><br />I was angry...and it just made me miserable. I have decided to just wave the white flag. I am ready to move on. I will always love him. And he will always love me, we just cant be IN love. And I am okay with that. I know its going to take time for my heart to not hurt when we talk, or when I see him...but that hurt reminds me that I am human. I fell in love and I am grieving that the life I had is over. And now its time to move on to bigger and better thingsCrystalhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02801914330658418660noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7862099829579978435.post-44985024568925930782011-02-13T14:31:21.197-06:002011-02-13T14:31:21.197-06:00Hey, I care! Are you in counseling? It might help ...Hey, I care! Are you in counseling? It might help to have somebody to talk to. The thing that complicates things now is that you still love him. Is there a part of you that is angry? Can you use that anger to fuel all the changes you need to make in your life? <br /><br />I don't want you to feel like it's going to be impossible to find somebody to love you given your situation. People fall in love in the most impossible situations all the time. You are so young. You have the rest of your life ahead of you. There are so many things that could happen. Just focus on living an authentic life and finding out who you are. Yes, your childhood was shitty, you had 5 good years but that person walked away, but the rest of your life doesn't have to be shitty too. It's not over yet!Laurie Millerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15081967547788470765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7862099829579978435.post-77967808157214782682011-02-07T19:09:47.446-06:002011-02-07T19:09:47.446-06:00i am so sorry you are going through this, but i am...i am so sorry you are going through this, but i am so glad you posted. i was getting really worried about you, and it does help to get things out. take one step at a time. you can do it. keep blogging. i like to know how you are doing.<br />*hugs*Dewey Dothttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12584101240124733028noreply@blogger.com